Tuesday, March 14, 2006
finally made it to training todae. was kinda fun n yah din regret going though not many showed up. probably da best part of todae. kept me occupied. did some simple drills n hitting etc. not much pressure though still got a little lah. hhmmm. this thurs cun go for training cos got work. hope it'll be fun yah. expecting loads ppl. y am i feeling this way? deja vu..? wats wrong with me.. y cun i juz be happy with wat i have. i noe. i shall continue to convince myself tat i'm reali ugly n disgusting jealous selfish b**** so i shldn't feel tat i'm still worthy of anyone. stop dreaming girl. wake up!! no one reali cares. can i juz vanish? please.
i tried to lock my tears up in my eyes
but somehow they managed to escape
i guess my eyelids were not strong enough..
you sang to me @ {12:34:00 AM}